"Did you know that if you choose to be joyful enough, it's physically impossible to get angry, fret, stew, or worry?
And that if you choose it often enough, it's physically impossible to be broke, sick, lonely, or confused?
Some things really are impossible,
Life is a choice, and you are the one who have the power to make that choice, for your own sake. You want to better yourself in everything, become a better person than what you used to be. Create a healthier life for yourself, eating better, exercising more. Your mental health is crucial to master prior to the physical. If you are not right in your mind, the body will suffer the repercussions. Focus on what you feel is the best and most optimal solution for yourself. Try different things until you find what works the best for you. Do not be afraid to fail through this soul searching process, but expect to learn more through your journey of finding yourself and becoming the person you were meant to be. Life can be lonely at times, even when surrounded by many. You have the choice to create joy into your life and it is up to you to decide what is the best route to reach your ultimate happiness. Worrying about things will just accentuate negativity entering into your mind so why allow it?
I understand that life is hard and most of the things that happen are out of your control. The only thing you can do is keeping a good attitude over all the uncertainties and hurdles that life has to offer. I am aware that it can be hard to keep smiling when everything around you comes crumbling down like a castle of cards. When depression kicks in because of being victims of circumstances, we allow these feelings to take control over everything we believe in and let life take control of our mind from that point forward. This power resides from within you and nothing out there should have the privilege to change who you are, not even life. Be the master of your domain (not referring to Seinfeld episode here) and focus on keeping control of your own life by changing its perception. No one on planet Earth can see life the way you see it, and the same goes when it comes to your path to success. You are the ONLY one on that path, and life isn't a competition, it is a journey. Make the best of it!