One of the most comforting thoughts of all is knowing that all roads lead "home.
Even more comforting is understanding that you never left.
From all of us "back" home,
Why leave a place where you can explore your full potential and reach your ultimate happiness? All of what you do today will be a reflection of what will happen in the future. You need to work your butt off day in and day out to get what you want out of life. You can't allow negativity to sink into your mind and pollute your thoughts. It is difficult to think outside the box as it can be scary to leave your comfort zone. This is where most people struggle. It is hard to deny the challenges we will face when starting something new. We want to stay in a cozy area where we know and feel comfortable with our surroundings. However, if you start looking at everything in your life this way, you won't be able to do much about your life. Fear will consume your full potential, it will create more uncertainties as you try to ignore it, and it will probably make you feel incompetent through the process. Many will try to stop you from excelling in what you do because they are also afraid of your success. They see how determined you are but will do everything they can to bring you down to their level.
Sticking to being comfortable will just allow you to live a life, but getting out of your shell and risking it will allow you to live the time of your life. The worst that can happen is failure, a bit of disappointment but enough energy to bring you back up and move forward, no matter what. I understand that it can be tough to move through hurdles where you have put in so much work and effort and nothing panned out. You have to be inhuman to not feel anything when dealing with these kind of challenges. So the only thing you can do is get up on your feet, look at where you made mistakes, and learn from your lessons to do things better next time around. Anything that represents too much comfort doesn't necessarily means it's good for you. The greatest success happened during difficult times, where the person had everything to lose but still moved forward and accepted whatever outcome. Walk with your head held high and know that you will prevail and will succeed far beyond your imagination. Just DO NOT GIVE UP